Friday, July 29, 2005
lols.
heard a small part of the song 'if we hold on together'. duno why everytime hear that song i will feel very sad. maybe cause the lyrics very touching? hahhs. was on my way to the airport today, listening to the song jian dan ai by jay chou. hahhs. the whole idea of it is very nice. if only that would come true for me..? hahhs. yeah. that's like wishing for the impossible..? wonder if i would be able to trust so freely again in terms of relationships. hahs.
you know, on the radio, there's always songs about how a girl get hurt by a guy's actions..? i wonder if it sorta warns a girl about this kinda things..?
ah wells.
guess that i would never know. or something like that.
lalas.
mei hao de ren sheng.
yeah. right.
the fluffy white clouds.
Thursday, July 28, 2005
hais..
am going to miss
ayaka and
miki loads. it was really fun having them around..! hope to be able to visit them sometime in the future.. at least the postal service has improved since the 50s- the consolation..!! ahh...!!
am going to sleep soon. waking up again at about four plus to finish up some stuff- hopefully..
Sunday, July 24, 2005
it's generally impossible for me to be blogging now cause im supposedly doing CIP. but then.. lols. =D sold like one bag already..? =P hahahs! so decided to take a break. at beverly's house now lor. the rest playing mahjhong.. so boring. waahahs.
zzz..
tired..
hahs.
at least i get to skip today's tuition..! =P ehee..!
laalas.
i think that all the n[a] people went shopping instead? saw very few zh people at the mrt station there- unlike last time. lols.
tomorrow.
SAKAE SUSHI WITH WANWIN AND YEANCHIANG! muahahs..!! loking forward to it..! muahahhas..! talked about it since the holidays. lols. i just hope that i would not be feeling kinda awkward cause wanwin, yeanchiang and felicia actually know each other very/quite well. hahhas.
hmm..
CIP. some people are actually quite nice. hahas. know what i like about street sales? got a sense of sastifaction when manage to finish selling a bag full of stuff. hahahs..!
hahas..!
Friday, July 22, 2005
damn hiccups. they just love to come when you least expect it right..?
lols.
anyways.. was talking to cheng zhong before this [and still am]. lols. talked about sec1 that time.. about sec3.. about how ms tan gim hua laughed in class these few days. lols. she getting more and more funny..! lols. the other day when she was going through history with us, she was making this statement halfway [something about the textbooks and sources] when she suddenly laughed. lols. cant really described what happened. but it's just damn funny. cant imagine how disappointed i would be if i missed it..! lols. anyways. it certainly did good in livening up the mood of the class- every one was much awake after that laughter session...! lols.
lols.
now crapping more and more
ahahhas..!
monday..!!
eating sakae sushi with yeahchiang, wanwin, felicia, des cheng and wenxing [last 2 not confirm?]. lols. looking forward to it. mwahahsh..! been a long time since i ate sushi. just hoped that im not going to feel extra or what, afterall, those peeps know each other for quite some time? yeah..
are you asking me something?
Wednesday, July 20, 2005
went to little india there to do some racial harmony clothes shopping with zhen wen and tricia khoo. lols. had a fun time in the taxi. saw the chew chor meng, ruan mian mian [the actress] and another unidentifiable actress. so sorry cant recognise who that is. lols. =X yeah. think that the taxi driver was quite irritated/insulted by our laughing at his chinese songs cause he dropped us off at tekka mall instead of tekka centre. the difference is one street and four lanes of traffic. =]
so we reached there quite intact [physically]. started walking around. was admiring those hung at the top when we found out that they cost about 100bucks and 'dont look at the top' became our mantra of the day. ^.^ hhahhas! tooked a longer time than hannah, crystal, waimun, tricia and leeyen to pick out our outfits even though they arrived later than us. we were like passing through a dozen shops with the speed of a bullet train. lols. we were discussing if the costume would look nice on us [colour, design, blah] and about the price of it. the three of us ended up buying from the first and same shop we stepped into. the lady seems nice enough. lols..! =D there was this costume from another shop which i might have taken if there had been darker colours. unfortunately there wasnt. =\ lols.
we also observed that chinese costumes are more popular with the lower secs and indian costumes more popular with the upper secs. kinda interesting actually. think that there was another thing that we observed. but i just cant seem to remember at the moment.
lols.
yc and ww say they going to pon tomorrow. if they really do, i guess that it would just be me for recess then. lols. been hanging out with them quite alot the pass few days. sorry maria, if i seem detached from you.. =X
hais.
throwed a temper in school today because of some tactless thing that someone said. you stinking piece of asshole. just because he behaves like that doesnt give you the right to assume that i would allow such behaviour be done on me. do dial 1800-get-a-life for a chance to win some piece of shit to be slapped to your face. some people are just so tactless. do you know how much it hurts me to hear you say that? sure, you're not close to me, so you do not know what goes on. all the more you shouldnt assume right?? it really makes me angry that you just seem to say things without thinking them through.
eurrgh..
the more i think about it.
the more i lose track of what im actually angry about.
i duno.
maybe im just sad that people assume that of me.. and i just realised.. that if a person whom i can call, in a way, a friend, can assume that of me.. what would the others think of me? especially if it's through the grapevine- that im sluttish? that im easy? what the hell..
lols.
chill peeps.
im not ji dong. =]
duno why.
im just crapping the shit out of me.
Sunday, July 17, 2005
hahhas.
i like the nike advertisement. about leaving your old self behind. lols. it's cute, in a way.
now i got to go to pia all my homework for tomorrow. =]
recieved scolding/lecturing/nagging about me not doing the dishes again. hais.. brother didnt do it too.. but it seems as though im always there when he scolds. maybe i should learn the art of 'going back to the room after eating' just so that he would not say his comments loud enough for me to hear.
yeah.
right.
erm.
oh yeah. hahas. was doing a quiz on myjellybean- 'how romantic are you?' lols. got the 'romantic realist'. =]
zzz..
didnt blog for quite a while.. quite a few things happening, but i think that i better blog some other time- brother wants to use the computer. =]
ta-s~
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
opened the first durian on my own today. source of motivation was that there was noone else at home except for me, and i cant wait to eat the durian. =P hahhas..! hey, it's still a source of motivation..! ^.^
am glad to say that both owen and poe won the debate as opposition today, winning hughes and larkin repectively in the process. congratulations to maria, alexandria, teresa for being the best speaker for the debates. lols. cant remember the next motion even though ms goh told us about it after the whole thing. hmm.. i think that hughes thought they won cause noel's pronounciation was abit unclear and they had cheered so happily.. i mean.. no matter what circumstance, nobody would lose and cheer happily right? yeah. guess so.
ms leow didnt come to class today. woots. 3periods free, during of which the stupid flowerpot head came into our class to lecture us about not doing homework. hello? it's our choice to do it or not. besides, we are playing educational games such as pictionary. yes. it is educational because it stimulates our brain to think and be creative, and isnt that what the government wants from us, being the future of singapore?
yeah.
agree with me, people..! wahahas. yeah. im getting lame. =]
hahhs
gym competition tomorrow. lack of confidence. lets just take it as an experiece. but still, we must strive to do our best. jiayou.
Saturday, July 09, 2005
zzz.
saturday sucks.
no mood for anything today.. was like basically screwing up in everything. hais. stupid.
then very attituded. pms, i guess. zzz.
watched
the wedding singer just now. such a feel good movie that true love still exists. and that fairytale endings only happen in movies. hahhas. -_-"
bleaghs..!!
xiaoxing..!! wheehehe. ^.^
Friday, July 08, 2005
every time i hear this song.. reminds me of all the bad memories.
"Leave (Get Out)"
I've been waiting all day for ya babe
So won't cha come and sit and talk to me
And tell me how we're gonna be together always
Hope you know that when it's late at night
I Hold on to my pillow tight
And think of how you promised me forever
(I never thought that anyone)
Could make me feel this way
(Now that you're here boy all I want)
Is just a chance to say
[Chorus]
Get Out, (leave) right now,
It's the end of you and me
It's too late (now) and I can't wait for you to be gone
'Cause I know about her (who) and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
You said that you would treat me right but you was just a waste of time (waste of time)
Tell me why you're looking so confused
When I'm the one who didn't know the truth
How could you ever be so cold
To go behind my back and call my friend
Boy you must have gone and bumped your head
Because you left her number on your phone
(So now after all is said and done)
Maybe I'm the one to blame but
(To think that you could be the one)
Well it didn't work out that way
[Chorus]
I wanted you right here with me but I have no choice you've gotta leave
Because my heart is breakin'
With every word I'm sayin'
I gave up everything I had
On something that just wouldn't last
But I refuse to cry
No tears will fall from these
Eyeee-eeee-eeees
Ooooh, ooooh
Get out
[Chorus x2]
Get out (leave)
You and me
It's too late (too late)
You ohh
Bout her (who, why)
You said that you would treat me right (noooo)
but it was just a waste of time (waste of time)
Ohhhh oh oh oh hoh oh
ahh..!! durian..!! wahaahs..!!
i swear, if my brother doesnt eat the durian by the next morning, im going to have them of breakfast!! then im going to get sick..!! i can sense my throat heating up. but then and again, who cares??! especially when you are eating the best ever delicacy to be discovered. ^.^
mwhahahs..!
whees. going to get my new set of contact lens later and 'update' my glass lens. ahahs. =D hopefully my eyesight wont deterioate anymore.
met vicky on the train on the way home. lols. she was like 'hi', then i was like trying to think who is she. lols, i know that she's from my primary school, but then cant remember who. lols. kinda funny, cause we both were like 'u were from chongfu right?' hahahs..! then sorta introduced ourselves. anyway, i cant really recognise her cause she become very punkish in style [a big diff from the days when everybody are so nerdy looking. =P]- suits her tho. very cool too. lols. her friend's more like the japanese style. both also look chio. =)
was doing some serious thinking about some stuff on the train too. now feeling abit off.
bleaghs.
`like a kiss blown in the wind
gone without a trace
Monday, July 04, 2005
was trying to remember what i did with my life this year. then suddenly kena
Short
Term
Memory. cant remember the first half of the year.
hmm.
might as well right?
i rather live in the present with my xiaoxing the dog [im adding 'the dog' thing in case people think that xiaoxing is my boyfriend. -.-"]. wahahs. xiaoxing very cute..!
but i shall not forget my other stuffed toys who have accompanied me throughout the years such as goonzo, dolphin, pillow [yeah,it's a pillow]. hahhas.
i must be mental..!
almost sprained my foot in gym today while doing vaulting. the worse thing is that im not even doing any high-risk actions. -.-" it was just a simple matter of bouncing on the mini trampoline and then doing a handspring over. lols. but the thing is that i almost sprained my foot.
okae.
i bet you guys think that im rambling right?
hahas.
i am..!
i have no idea what im blabbering on and on about. -.-"
haix.
if only i have all the money in the world.. then i would buy all the stuffed toys that i like. =]
hahahs.
arent i a greedy girl? =P
hmms.
should i change my blogskin..? lols.
bleaghs.
missing my own computer..!
my pictures..!
my songs..!!
but.
who cares? =P
hhhahas.
Sunday, July 03, 2005
eurgh.
feel like murdering someone.. fucked up man..
scold me or what. but im me. i like my things to be messy and its none of your bloody fucking business to bother even if youre my mother right? it's my own business and it's my own privacy. so stay out of my business and i wont complain or what. ass.
found a very disturbing piece of 'story' online. it's kinda crap lahs. maybe it does happen in real life>>
girl: U're late -_-;;;
boy: sorry^^;;, i was with my cute cutey
girlfren
girl: oh...really?
boy: Kk she's soo cute...
girl: ..........
boy: hey, why don't you get a boyfren?
girl: hehe not bothered.
boy: hey, u really should.
girl: next time, i'm gonna meet a really well
mannered n handsome guy. then i'll make him my
boyfriend ^^
boy: n how long are u gonna wait for him??? kkk
girl: HEY!!, thats my problem. u are soo
annoying u know that?-_-;;
boy: kkk, hey, i gotta go. my girls waitin fer
me,bye~ ^^
girl: yar yar, go to your cute girlfrend la. lol
boy:k bye ^^
girl:......^_^
-----boy leaves-----
girl: k, at least u're smiling. keep smiling
i could make u happier than her.we can forget all
the sorrow when we dated each other and start
again.u're soo stupid. don't even know how i feel i
love you soo much, but i can't be next to you u
better be happy..as much as i loved you
-----girl leaves-----
-----boy enters------
boy:u're soo stupid.
i don't hav a girlfren. why did we ever break up?
we loved each other soo much.....i love you....
I LOVE YOU STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
COME BACK!!!!!!!
now i'll wait for you.
dis is a true story, n if u really love u're partner.u'll
repost dis. to show others wat love is.
if you love each other so much, why do you guys even break up in the first place..?! -.-
Saturday, July 02, 2005
i just found out that the video 'we belong together' by mariah carey has got quite a happy ending. sighs. duno why.. going offline soon i guess.. not much mood now. all the bad things coming back to me. going to sleep it off.. nights.
fun day today~~ had gym outing to the ice-skating rink at jurong east there. wootsie..! so long since ive been there. lols. managed to find the right amount of people. wahahs..! skated for god-knows how long. my leg the bone there very the pain.. =[ bleaghs. but it's fun lahs. wahhas.
anyway..
come on lah.. my dog call xingxing cannot mehs? doesnt mean anything ma.. -.-